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06' & 07' Memories

I came across Jan's blog. Dated back somewhere in 06 till 07.
Kinda of funny when I came to think of stuffs that I did back then.
Time flies, and yea, I've changed tremendously without knowing it.
Probably there's still bits left, but definitely the change is obvious.

I remember the times i really hate the Girls Guide.
Oh c'mon.
I know every single bitch who hates to attend the meeting.
I wont denied I was one of em'.
In fact, I attended and marched for FOUR freaking years.

Of Course

I got nothing in return.
Instead, I got sunburn.
Which pretty much sucks when you're an Indian.
I was rebellious. Towards the Girl Guide community.
Arh, those Sluts.
Pure Breed Sluts

Pain in the Ass. I remember I walked off during the marching practise once cuz I couldn't stand any longer.
All they could think of is winning and winning and winning.

Is it that only?

Quotes originates from Janice's Blog.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

i'm going to hate this coming Saturday...kawad...and kawad.one thing i hate is that do you need until 4 big heads to teach and lead the group.don't act so big in the front as like you know everything.don't just choose the people you like and leave the rest behind.i hate it very much.don't use people and getting a profit out of themdon't be coward,you want something do it yourself and not asking others to replace you and getting the name out of it.you think it is easy,why don't you come and join us.you guys better make sure you're able to march well.standing outside from the group and giving out comands make you looks big???i don't think so.see how it feels to be.we are way more experience.we have been taking part for 4 years and you guys(not all) are not even 2 years.looks at you guys acting so big as it like it is your grandmother's group.when we want to pulled out,you people starts shouting like crazy mad cows.when you people don't want to take part..giving all kind of shit excuses like last year and this year you guys are acting like big heads.we...members especially us are not going to give a damn shit about winning it.calling all the juniors that their uniform is totally different...1st thing is we are going to be disqualified for that.don't want to take the advise...fine~!!lost is the word and that is not ourproblem.you people find it yourself.

And of course we Lost.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

and yea...we lost...that was a great achivement we got.don't need to wait for the result,we knew it aready.when the result was out..and we lost..i was smiling like shit man and so do Ash too.like i say...we don't give a damn shit about winning.

Then I went on reading posts. I came across this. At first I had no Idea what was I being excited about, and then it Hit me.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

omg!!omg!!!! next week!!!!*gasp*.....C4R results are coming out!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess is next week.=D..Ash is totally hoping for us to reach the grand final...but i'm doubtful about it...there's some *kecacatan@ disable* in it...that....hmn...i and Irwin@ penguin thought about it later.can't say..don't want the spirit to fall....

C4R : Campaign For Rewards. Organised by Star NIE. Poster was amazing.Done by Joseph Han.
But well, we just managed to get Pizza voucher tho'.
Hahaha.

On that very post, Jan wrote..

Todays quote: "Angeline was about the stab Komathi when someone farted:=D
read this sentence in front of the class (playing a lame game teacher gave) with Edwin....the sentence "Angeline was about to stab Komathi" was made by Ash....haizz...she...with her weird sentences....our so callled lousy Captain Jack Sparrow wrote about his ship (that can never sail until Pulau Jerejak also..hahaha....kononya want to sail until Thailand before that your ship will sank)sailing...

L.O.L
Ah, the time I was a lil' weird.
Captain Jack Sparrow a.k.a was Ernest Chettiar. He was pretty obsessed with J.S.

Sometimes it's funny when you read things they feel about yourself.

Friday, August 11, 2006
....miss Ash and Irwin too...my two best friends i really consider....*hug you guys*^^ good night

i ain't a cry baby!!!

Sometimes it's stupid when they wrote things they shouldn't write.

Friday, August 18, 2006

....and guess what!!!Ash fell down!!!!!i was like uhhhh.....i'm speechless and my mom was omg!!!omg!!!Ash you want tissue??nah..got somemore tissues!!!my mom was like uhhh...to excited hmn...somesort like that and i was like laughing at my mom and Ash was like yayayaya...more tissue..ha what a day.came back and slept at 10.20.early this time.i really can't stand and just went to bed.

Its all because of the muddy slope and rain.I walked on it,slipped, fall,tore my skirt 30 cm Up.
Bleed.Bleed.Bleed.
I had a freaking rehearsal that evening.
Happened during prize giving ceremony.

Sometimes We are annoying too.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Below is MSN Convo. Irwin,Myself, and Janice

one more thing guys..i didn't bath yet..still in my uniform..lol..

yucks

what the....

hehe..just wash my face only..smelly..was in pc..haha

oo..great...

don't your mother ever teach you to bathe first?i shall go and talk to your mother

she don't mind..if i had alot of work to do..duh..lol

*sweat*

not that stinklarr

afterall nvm....i also didn't bath properly..i had my shower just 5 minutes

hahaha..bathe 5 minutes is just the same like didn't bathe

haha..i usually bathe for around 25 minutes

shut with the bathing thing up penguin...

yea..i told him shut up with it since i'm actually talking to ash about the redaksi thingy and suddenly this bathing thingy came in...about the later convo...you never want to know it...got soo damn pissed off and annoyed with irwin making up the story..nope i ain't going to talk about it....*pissed off*

welll..i'm off then...so sleepy...*yawns*

Sometimes They just Won't stop Telling you.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

ASH!!!you better start studying...i never see you study in school!!!all you do is talk and talk....you better start studying or i'll start to nag you!!!you know what i mean....you must study...if not...next year......you knowlah...no need to say wan....
.Ash....LOLZ....she dream to be a PAPARAZZI~!! LOLZ...>>>don't killed me for kept on saying this..
useless Ash stay at home doing nothing but reading Harry Potter book....shit you suppose to be studying.. and you ended up reading story books....better come to schoollah....stay at home useless only.

Sometimes They Find it Amazing If you Listen.

Wednesday, October 04,

..Ash...she's reading like a mad person now...trying to finish up the two long chapter (9 and 10)..

and Sometimes you Won't Remember How 'Ganas' You were.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

today??? yea...like shouting like shit at the main gate towards the block......shit ass Irwin...i'm going to kick his ass for not coming for duty...i'm going to put at the attendence *ponteng tanpa sebab* kekekekke....shouting like hell.yalah leaving Ash alone at the side gate..i went around the school searching for this stupid mangkuk and ended up he is back in the class which is suppose to be a NOT~!

shouting at him and Ash came by from side gate and i told her Irwin is up there and she got pissed off and start shouting at him so damn freaking loud..even louder than me...the whole school will be rattling and shaking by then...she got soo pissed off until she went up to his class to stranggle him before going for recess

guess i shall stop blogging here..can't wait to go to Ash house.Penguin@ Irwin ~!!! you better come....or she will take her * jupi..jupi* or what so ever it called and chase after you again...lol....

Sometimes Tags Are Meant For You to Read.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Who are your best friends? Ash,Iriwn,Yoga...so manylah
Who do you see most often? Ash and Irwin
Who drives you insane after a while? Ash and Irwin's fight
Most impatient: >> Adam...and Ash...the both As
Best singer: >> Ash....lol
Funniest? Ash and Irwin..>.>
Dependable ::: Ash
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: ASH..???not surelah
Loudest? Ash..

Sometimes They Think We are the Only Ones

Monday, December 18, 2006

i said it before in msnspace that ima is thinking about something. but ima didn't said what was i thinking.....because...it's too early to announced......so ima just said it here because no one will come here except Ash.lolz

Sometimes Aging ain't A Bad Thing.

Friday, January 05, 2007

there goes the hetic year of school life again and for the last time...i think i'm going to miss school life......like Ash said....can you believe that we are Form 5 already??? and we are sitting for SPM already???

haizzz....what to do...life is like that...life must go on....

stupid Fahmi wrote in his essay... i was laughing me ass off....he wrote..." i'm not ready to stand for SPM"

Ash was laughing her ass off....and she told me about it and i was laughing too....

Fahmi was like huh.....Ash told him...that it's suppose to sit for SPM not stand...he was like is it??? oohh....

Ash said to him...then what.....jump is it or run??lolz......

And they Won't Stop Reminding You

Wednesday, May 09, 2007
rats......

yea..hell..you will be thinking...wtf~! i'm suppose to be studying~! LOLZ...hey man...my brain need rest too..i can't constantly study like 24/7.so the damn Ash didn't came to school..need to keep her papers..damn it.

i wonder what is she doing at home...Monday itself also she spent her time at home...useless one...better come to schoollah.LOLZ.

Sometimes Its Really Funny. I mean REALLY

Thursday, May 24, 2007

soo....finally exam is over....hazzz........relax alittle now...all tense up last few days....lolz...you should see Ash....she really got all tense up....she even...cried over her chemistry paper. -__-""

memang...all the paper was hard...we really lost hope for doing it...i really lost hope for add maths....my brain got stuck in the middle of the exam and i CAN'T THINK~! shit me....i did really lost hope for it. don't know about Ash...but seems like Joseph also...did lost hope for it..looks like he lost alot of hope on every paper. Ash lost a lot of hope on her Chemistry paper.

all the paper 2 was soo damn hard.haizz...

forget about it...Ash is sooooooooooooo damn crazy about Blake and what his name is in CSI...she even kept on crapping about them the whole time and whining that Blake loss in the American Idol.>_>

she said something that she want to fly to..i dunno where and give some kiss on Blake's cheeks and fly back to Malaysia to get her Bio result.lmao.

I had the conversation in my Ex-blog.Should Have seen her side of reaction tho'.LOL

Sometimes Tattling is Not for Fun

Saturday, June 30, 2007

haizz....so many things had happened this week.don't know how to put it..

didn't went to school last Monday because i was sick..><

and one thing...though i'm sick yet i'm damn angry back in home and felt like strunggling and stabbing the first 2 BKS.
man....i'm damn furious about them..and not only me but the rest of us that are suppose to go for the welcoming students and peoplez" for the IEC..look at them...they just left us to say that we are suppose to go on Satruday and not Tuesday....whereas we are informed to go on Tuesday....yet they also didn't even bother to tell us...yeah...of course...we got them and fired them back...but once again....haizz....as u know....those bastards,BKS tak ada maruah diri....they don't care as long as they get to go and see " girls " duh....all of us are sick of those 2 especially Calvin...lolz...u should see what he said in tuition and in school to Ash.....LOLZ.

they are >> those 2 are giggolos...lolz...they can rape each themselves....lolz...talking about then today while doing sidang work....yes...we did play cruel with them..* evil grind * well..it is a secret and we can't wait for that day to come.. LMAO.

as today....was report card day....and OMG....lucky Pn.Siew took over the 2st half period till 12.30 after that was Pn.Zarina's turn to take over>>> disaster teacher that all of us actually anti her<<
Ash...was like omg..omg...Zarina...i told her it will be fine since we have kinda good terms with her...
and Ash was like " yea...i'm scared now ...im scared my father will hentam her because we kept on complaining about her teaching and her attitude. " >> " hah...Pn Zarina...i heard ur are * teaching very good "?"<<<>

omg...today...in school...all of us was like fucking pissed off because that bastard Josephine @ Joseph went back home so fast ...faster than we aspected..the event start taking place on 11 but he 10.45 sudah cabut already...guess he called his mom to come as early as possible...= =

fuck him off for going so fast....the stupid layout isn't working...Vimal is sure to scream at his ears together with Ash until he becomes deaf.

BKS: Butt Kissing Society. We name few of our school mates which are in the prefect board at that point of time.

Sometimes Things Get pretty messed up

Thursday, July 05, 2007
sweat = =

today....so i took my exam and i didn't went to school...lucky..if not arr..... i'm going to grow more white hairlah....sweat...those two people...haizz...giving me soo much of a headache till my hairs are flooding my house floor already....YEAH....I'M TALKING ABOUT ASH AND JOSE.!...both of them cannot be peace for a day....must argue at least 5 minutes a day..>>> if they ever meet each other<<<<<>

lucky got farah around to cheer me up with she cracking some jokes with irwin together...

man.....for the past 3 days i didn't even enter the class..plus today,i didn't went and tomorrow.....well it's just tomorrow...the future lies ahead that i can never imagine nor predict what is the outcome. = =

stressing me out...isk...it's driving me crazy with Ash..she don't have a single patience....with Jose....i'm going to kick his arse if he ever going to change the layout again...and for not listening......Ash just can't stand that....

haizz....sidang..sidang.....i'm going nuts about it with Vimal.

P/S :Editorial Board 2007 Was having its Downs.

Sometimes It Goes Overboard

Tuesday, July 10, 2007
haizz....

yes...i'm tired of all these crap things that is going on in the editorial board.

today..it finally reached the peak...haizz...how i which Irwin and Vimal were there to at least...well...i guess calm things down a little...maybe Irwin...but Vimal...i can't really say 100% sure...he actually reached his limit in tolerating with Joseph...he didn't want to say much or see him bz his going to explode anytime and anywhere.

today...yes....Joseph and Ashvinii had finally reached the limit....both..i don't really know what to say...i'm speechless for these....okay....about today's case...it's Joseph's wrong...cz i can see that Ashvinii is trying her best to tolerate with him..explaining it over and over again...but that guy....it's just to ignorant and stubborn.

i...being over there with farah..were getting annoyed with his " it's just a waste of time.it's just a waste of time"

well...one thing for sure...he don't know the meaning of "teamwork" and " understanding"

i didn't said much..

Ash and farah ended up seeing the principal alone without him...i was in the Panitia room of course...and he came down again..quite surprise to see him come down again...but just for a while and he went up again...

u see...all of us are trying our best to persuade pengetua not to change the class order...cz this is going to burden alot and alot for me>> since i'm doing the arrangement for class<<<>>> mind u...the pengetua@ principal is really a dumb ass shit<<<<<<<<<>_>

okay...forget about it......today in class later....a terrible thing happen which came from Joseph's mouth with the influence of Joshua.....stupid Joshua asked Ash when she came and see Joseph about the layout thing.. " how much do u get paid to do this?" and i was like wtf with him when i heard Ash told me and Calvin about what happened just now when she went and see Joseph... i told Ash that she should asked him back " then how much did u get paid to do all the work in the prefect board??"

i was damn mad but i kept my calm....and ended up....i hating him so much that i decided to take my prefect's dinner money back and not going for it>>> which Joshua and Mok the ones organising it.

how i wish he is still back in KL

how i wish never had come to this school...

Like i said, things get pretty messy sometimes. Thats The End of Her Blog. Jan Shifted to a New One.

Well..
It's a long post.
But the thing is, I just don't want to erase any memories Tho'.
Even if it's sour. Its always vivid.
Cuz when it's forgotten, it repeats back.

I went thro' a bad and good time in High School years.
Practical jokes do sound funny but sometimes it does hurt.
Some never knew how badly it affects one till some Confession gets thro their way.

But at least She knew how I felt All this years.

FYI : She in 'red' is not about Janice.

Labels: BKS, Girl Guide, HSBM, Janice, Memory